Disappointed but not surprised

What kind of a game are we playing? I kinda don't like it.

I'm offended, for those words. I swear, there's no man that ever talk to me like that before. I just need someone to talk, is it too much?

I know I'm so fuckin busy for 8 to 5, but gosh I'm trying so hard to make a time to reach you, to tell you what I am really going thru. 

I never refuse if you need me to hear your story, gosh.. I'm your loyal listener. Even tho sometimes I need time to process every sentences, but... I swear, listening to your story is so addicted.

I know I'm bad at words, and I already told you that. But, I just want to be heard, you don't have to react to my words.

Sometimes I feel that... maybe... I'm not your type --  because I'm bad at communication. Sometimes I feel I'm not worth for you.

Maybe I'm out of your expectation.

Maybe... I'm not better than the other girls that you ever with.

You said that you really hate it when it came to my ex's, but funny thing... you told me about your previous one had her lashes curled and you said it was cute. Well....

You said that you don't want me to repeat every activity that I ever did to my ex's, but can you guarantee that you don't do the same thing too? Is the jokes that you ever told me is the genuine joke? Or is it re-used? 

I don't have a perfect hair.

I don't do my make up.

I got too much acne scars on my face.

I am not perfect.