Sorry for not being good enough. Sorry for being such a toxic friend. Sorry for letting y'all down. Sorry for everything that I can't do. Sorry for being exist. Sorry for being come up to your life.
I never ask to do my life like this.
I never ask being such a thing like this.
I never want to make some bad decisions but stupid me, I did.
I never want to take these risks.
I just want to play safe -but silly me it takes me to high another level.
Sorry for being a bitch. Sorry for something that I've done to you.
I'm just trying to avoid the drama but then I realized that I am the drama itself.
Mom, dad, I messed up, Can't I just go back?
I don't know where the path that lead me home.
I messed up.
God, I messed up.
I'm fucked.